heavy eyelids..
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Fyi, im rushing this post.
This & next week gonna be hectic again, oh no):
- Home Econs Test & Cca. (30/7)
- Geo Class Test & Fd Rehearsal from 2.30-5.30pm. (31/7)
- Chem Quiz & Cca. (1/8)
- Tuition. (2/8 or 3/8)
So on..
Anyway, thanks for everybody's concern:)
Especially bestmate's tags, do make sense yeah.
Crying cannot solve problems, so i shall not 向困难低头!
Shall summarise about today:
1. Skipped recess because of my Abigail, haha.
2. Went BoonLay w Kryst, YongYong, ChinLeng and QiuYun,
t get our black fd shoes;) Abi & Jiayi came later. I went t find Mummy.
3. I miss having lunch with this bunch of cheerful cliques:D
4. On th bus back, there was this scary-untidy-hairstyle lady,
(i think theres smth wrong with her) she freaked me out of my wits:s
She was talking/ laughing t herself walking to&fro in th bus..
5. Saw Rachel & SeeMin at Popular, bought my stuffs.
And t you (you shld know who you're uh),
sorry & thanks for those things you did.
This & next week gonna be hectic again, oh no):
- Home Econs Test & Cca. (30/7)
- Geo Class Test & Fd Rehearsal from 2.30-5.30pm. (31/7)
- Chem Quiz & Cca. (1/8)
- Tuition. (2/8 or 3/8)
So on..
Anyway, thanks for everybody's concern:)
Especially bestmate's tags, do make sense yeah.
Crying cannot solve problems, so i shall not 向困难低头!
Shall summarise about today:
1. Skipped recess because of my Abigail, haha.
2. Went BoonLay w Kryst, YongYong, ChinLeng and QiuYun,
t get our black fd shoes;) Abi & Jiayi came later. I went t find Mummy.
3. I miss having lunch with this bunch of cheerful cliques:D
4. On th bus back, there was this scary-untidy-hairstyle lady,
(i think theres smth wrong with her) she freaked me out of my wits:s
She was talking/ laughing t herself walking to&fro in th bus..
5. Saw Rachel & SeeMin at Popular, bought my stuffs.
And t you (you shld know who you're uh),
sorry & thanks for those things you did.
没有人真正了解我.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
)':
I walked home crying, i couldnt stop my tears from flowing.
No matter how hard i tried, it's still th same. Aint it?
Reached home, but Mummy didnt realise that..
Im such a useless person right,
regardless in areas of studies, r/s or family!
regardless in areas of studies, r/s or family!
Am i really happy when i laugh or put on a smile? No im not.
Dont ask me what happened, like what bestmate said,
I always bottle up my feelings.
I hope i can sleep forever, & never t wake up again..
Free of problems/ troubles/ stress/ unhappiness.
Will be back soon when i feel like it.
Friday, July 25, 2008
Reply to tags,
leonard: helloooooooooo!
` regina(:: haha love you too, siaozhaborrr!
amelia: no lah, quite okay heh. loved{3
yongjie: lol, whr got cute?!
Seeminnn(:: i heartsheartshearts seemin too {3
Cindy: I ♥♥♥ my supercute senior too!
AMELIA: Happy Belated Birthday:)
&JASLIN: Helloooooooooo!
Veronica!: hihihi dar! haha, same here too;)
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Everyday is a busy day]:
Tests are coming one after another,
& i didnt realise Common Tests are here in 2 weeks time!
I dont even think im prepared at all.
Wednesday, 23th July:
Sec2 guzheng members had exchange programme with guitar.
Jasmin coached me and im only able t play th first line..
Quite fun actually:) MinZhen's really talented eh,
she already know how t play th whole song after a while!
Thursday, 24th July:
Happy Birthday Amelia:D
Geography test on Chapter 2, hopefully i pray i will pass..
Finally Grp1's Lit TSD Proj Presentation's overoverover!
Stupid Leslie, keep irritate me zzz-.-
Folk-dance was enjoyable that day? :D
Lunched t Ljs with some random people together,
then headed t Abi's house t teach MsNai th Competition Dance.
So funny lah, hahaha! (laughs)
Friday, 25th July:
Th weather's super cold today! (shivers)
2H won th prize for th Bully Slogan Competition wheee,
and got praised by Mr.Ang lololol..
Maths test, th last qns (part c) was a killer qns lah:/

Okay, we also collected our blue crystals.
Followed by Cca Practice. Chatted alot with bestmate hees:)
Dontknow who hor, waited outside Guzheng Room for Cindy lehxz!
Hahaha, ^^
I got no time t do my tuitionwork this whole week,
everyday's hwk were piling up like a mountain, rahhh.
So i guess i wont be updating so frequently nowadays.
Happy Birthday in advance, Siangyee & Camellia:D (27th July)
leonard: helloooooooooo!
` regina(:: haha love you too, siaozhaborrr!
amelia: no lah, quite okay heh. loved{3
yongjie: lol, whr got cute?!
Seeminnn(:: i heartsheartshearts seemin too {3
Cindy: I ♥♥♥ my supercute senior too!
AMELIA: Happy Belated Birthday:)
&JASLIN: Helloooooooooo!
Veronica!: hihihi dar! haha, same here too;)
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Everyday is a busy day]:
Tests are coming one after another,
& i didnt realise Common Tests are here in 2 weeks time!
I dont even think im prepared at all.
Wednesday, 23th July:
Sec2 guzheng members had exchange programme with guitar.
Jasmin coached me and im only able t play th first line..
Quite fun actually:) MinZhen's really talented eh,
she already know how t play th whole song after a while!
Thursday, 24th July:
Happy Birthday Amelia:D
Geography test on Chapter 2, hopefully i pray i will pass..
Finally Grp1's Lit TSD Proj Presentation's overoverover!
Stupid Leslie, keep irritate me zzz-.-
Folk-dance was enjoyable that day? :D
Lunched t Ljs with some random people together,
then headed t Abi's house t teach MsNai th Competition Dance.
So funny lah, hahaha! (laughs)
Friday, 25th July:
Th weather's super cold today! (shivers)
2H won th prize for th Bully Slogan Competition wheee,
and got praised by Mr.Ang lololol..
Maths test, th last qns (part c) was a killer qns lah:/
Okay, we also collected our blue crystals.
Followed by Cca Practice. Chatted alot with bestmate hees:)
Dontknow who hor, waited outside Guzheng Room for Cindy lehxz!
Hahaha, ^^
I got no time t do my tuitionwork this whole week,
everyday's hwk were piling up like a mountain, rahhh.
So i guess i wont be updating so frequently nowadays.
Happy Birthday in advance, Siangyee & Camellia:D (27th July)
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Many people said my skirt is short, lololol!
No rev-up today, whole westwood cohort got a scolding from Mrs.Chow instead..
She was furious.
Had healthcheck as well, th nurse there v.ganchiong! (laughs)
My backbone test is positive by 4 degree, damn:/
& I need t change specs because my degree had increased x.x
Im sure Mummy wouldnt agree of that lmao.
Went Popular with Yongyong and here i am:)
I dont talk t strangers hao bu hao.
No rev-up today, whole westwood cohort got a scolding from Mrs.Chow instead..
She was furious.
Had healthcheck as well, th nurse there v.ganchiong! (laughs)
My backbone test is positive by 4 degree, damn:/
& I need t change specs because my degree had increased x.x
Im sure Mummy wouldnt agree of that lmao.
Went Popular with Yongyong and here i am:)
I dont talk t strangers hao bu hao.
pictures speak louder than words:)
Monday, July 21, 2008

Guzheng Camp' o8, Strawberry♥
wheee, love them lots!
mushroom head, hahaha! (laughs)


my sister, lol/ webcam:D
eng journal 1.
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Physics test today, okayokay bah..
Rah, Geo test & Lit TSD Project Presentation this Thursday,
and then Maths test on Friday. Boringboringboring!
I somehow got pissed with Jonathan over that stupid Lit Proj-.-
Oh btw, we got our fd top already, white-in-colour for my row.
Rev-up (pushball:D) plus healthcheck tmr,
heard from bestmate that th healthcheck is ewww..
Anyway it seems like 2H's getting out of hand ever since MsGoh left.
Th noise level in our class super high, tsktsk!
Regardless of with or without teachers in th classroom, v.noisy sia:/
Okay nothing much lah, byeeeee;)
Friday, July 18, 2008
Happy Birthday Baoying jnr:D
& Happy Birthday in advance Shayna:D (20th July)
Got t rush because i have got a lot of work t do! ]:
Hectic week argh, shi stressful de you mei you. (frowns)
HomeEcons: Kryst and i made purple konnyaku jelly:)
But i dontlike th strawberry flavouring,
because it made me feel like vomiting though..
Weird things happened during recess. Lololol? *details missing*
Kkk, after that went Chem lab t make crystals. (crystallisation)
Blue in colour, kinda fun lehxzxzxz!
Cca practice & i bused home after buying a crab meat bread.
Fyi, Abigail's 发花痴-ing everyday, haha crazy girl:D
& Happy Birthday in advance Shayna:D (20th July)
Got t rush because i have got a lot of work t do! ]:
Hectic week argh, shi stressful de you mei you. (frowns)
HomeEcons: Kryst and i made purple konnyaku jelly:)
But i dontlike th strawberry flavouring,
because it made me feel like vomiting though..
Weird things happened during recess. Lololol? *details missing*
Kkk, after that went Chem lab t make crystals. (crystallisation)
Blue in colour, kinda fun lehxzxzxz!
Cca practice & i bused home after buying a crab meat bread.
Fyi, Abigail's 发花痴-ing everyday, haha crazy girl:D
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
2nd post. Rested awhile on my bed just now.
I got loads of work t do, tuitionhwk, cca, tests, projects, etc.
Im dieing soon lol, seriously v.tireddddd!
Talking about Lit TSD Proj, i hate it, dont even feel like presenting.
Pissed off with people with no sense of responsibility, tsktsk!
First you said you wanted t do then you changed yr mind in th end-.-
Sucky man, i know now my mood is .. Whatever lah!
I hate myself when everything seems/ goes wrong.
Okay, closed my eyes and rested on th table during Art lesson.
Received new score of th song that we are gng t play for SYF.
Guess how long th song is? 10 pages in total:o (faints)
I was in GrpC with Minzhen & Evelyn, etc. But not with bestmate..
Minzhen's a great teacher, thankyou:) Jiayou Guzheng members (♥)
Late schoolday tmr, i will blog again when i feel like it.
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I got loads of work t do, tuitionhwk, cca, tests, projects, etc.
Im dieing soon lol, seriously v.tireddddd!
Talking about Lit TSD Proj, i hate it, dont even feel like presenting.
Pissed off with people with no sense of responsibility, tsktsk!
First you said you wanted t do then you changed yr mind in th end-.-
Sucky man, i know now my mood is .. Whatever lah!
I hate myself when everything seems/ goes wrong.
Okay, closed my eyes and rested on th table during Art lesson.
Received new score of th song that we are gng t play for SYF.
Guess how long th song is? 10 pages in total:o (faints)
I was in GrpC with Minzhen & Evelyn, etc. But not with bestmate..
Minzhen's a great teacher, thankyou:) Jiayou Guzheng members (♥)
Late schoolday tmr, i will blog again when i feel like it.
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机器人, 请你救我
I dontlike th way things are now.
))))))))))))))))))))))))):
I have no idea what's wrong with Xuanjun today.
Perhaps i dont show it on my face or through facial expressions.
Sorry, im suffocating manxzxzxz-.-
))))))))))))))))))))))))):
I have no idea what's wrong with Xuanjun today.
Perhaps i dont show it on my face or through facial expressions.
Sorry, im suffocating manxzxzxz-.-
sleeeeepyhead,
Monday, July 14, 2008
Lessons were boring today. I dontknow why, rah.
I dontlike.. Audacity Music lessons & MsPark's teaching.
Abigail wants me t donate $5 for her GB thingy,
i know im a kind soul lol haha:)
This week might be busy for me, i guess so?
Oh, & crab meat bread is nice:)))
Ps. Anyone who has Guzheng Aes.Concert's group photos,
kindly send me via msn please, thankyou!
I dontlike.. Audacity Music lessons & MsPark's teaching.
Abigail wants me t donate $5 for her GB thingy,
i know im a kind soul lol haha:)
This week might be busy for me, i guess so?
Oh, & crab meat bread is nice:)))
Ps. Anyone who has Guzheng Aes.Concert's group photos,
kindly send me via msn please, thankyou!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Reply to tags,
Jiayi: oh i didnt know th green one is called luigi leh, haha:D
both are equally cute lah. i love baobei too!
Suann(:: thanks, im not but you're! heh.
Cindy: thankyou, ily very much too:D
SC: got uh? o.o
you know who we are: hellohello, i know hahaha! ^^
someone you know: of course, you're my sister, eh got song lah!
Huaiqian♥ & ♥Im JOLENE: yeahyeahyeah!
amelia: ily too{3 (blow kiss)
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I♥♥♥可爱的CindyLyeXinYi:D:D
Wheeeee, i love my blogskin too!
Tuition was fine just now, actually there was no tuition yesterday..
Some miscommunications lol, but i waited for 1 whole hr there leh-.-
Mummy cooked spaghetti for lunch again, nice lah haha!
And oh, my AhgongAhma came over here today.
I love my Ahma because she treat me better than my other siblings,
erm maybe also because im closer t her than my Grandma. (laughs)

Mario and Luigi (♥), both are equally adorable!
Actually i didnt know that th green one is called Luigi, lmao.
Okay, i go continue watch my 命中注定我愛你 Ep17 le.
Happy Birthday in advance, YuanJie & Brenda/ Elmo老公:)
(14th July)
Jiayi: oh i didnt know th green one is called luigi leh, haha:D
both are equally cute lah. i love baobei too!
Suann(:: thanks, im not but you're! heh.
Cindy: thankyou, ily very much too:D
SC: got uh? o.o
you know who we are: hellohello, i know hahaha! ^^
someone you know: of course, you're my sister, eh got song lah!
Huaiqian♥ & ♥Im JOLENE: yeahyeahyeah!
amelia: ily too{3 (blow kiss)
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I♥♥♥可爱的CindyLyeXinYi:D:D
Wheeeee, i love my blogskin too!
Tuition was fine just now, actually there was no tuition yesterday..
Some miscommunications lol, but i waited for 1 whole hr there leh-.-
Mummy cooked spaghetti for lunch again, nice lah haha!
And oh, my AhgongAhma came over here today.
I love my Ahma because she treat me better than my other siblings,
erm maybe also because im closer t her than my Grandma. (laughs)

Mario and Luigi (♥), both are equally adorable!
Actually i didnt know that th green one is called Luigi, lmao.
Okay, i go continue watch my 命中注定我愛你 Ep17 le.
Happy Birthday in advance, YuanJie & Brenda/ Elmo老公:)
(14th July)
Friday, July 11, 2008
Aesthetics Concert' 2008, 10th July:
I guess everyone's worn out from ytd's performance.
But we did our best already okay:D
3cheers&3cheers&3cheers for guzheng!
I wna thanks all gz members, th gz committee & th teachers,
for putting their effort in making this concert a blast!
Though it's tiring, at least it's worth it.
Continue t work harder everyone, we can do it yeahxzxzxz.
I♥GUZHENGENSEMBLE:D
I helped t apply make-up on JingSui before mine,
th others said she was pretty. Whee, my first time leh!
& Im happy that Mummy did came in th end:)
Friday, 11th July:
School started at 8.50am but no cca today. (smiles)
I was so tired that i couldnt absorb any single thing during lsns..
Kenneth said that th sch should give th performers a day off, haha!
There's tuition tmr morning & a make-up one on Sunday.. (frowns)
I guess everyone's worn out from ytd's performance.
But we did our best already okay:D
3cheers&3cheers&3cheers for guzheng!
I wna thanks all gz members, th gz committee & th teachers,
for putting their effort in making this concert a blast!
Though it's tiring, at least it's worth it.
Continue t work harder everyone, we can do it yeahxzxzxz.
I♥GUZHENGENSEMBLE:D
I helped t apply make-up on JingSui before mine,
th others said she was pretty. Whee, my first time leh!
& Im happy that Mummy did came in th end:)
Friday, 11th July:
School started at 8.50am but no cca today. (smiles)
I was so tired that i couldnt absorb any single thing during lsns..
Kenneth said that th sch should give th performers a day off, haha!
There's tuition tmr morning & a make-up one on Sunday.. (frowns)
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Hey, im blogging lehxzxzxz! (laughs) Okay i know im lame.
Passed Lynn & Baoying th lollipops in th morning.
I bought th same twin domokun purse together with bestmate:D
Actually wanted t buy th mario one lol..
FuHuaiQian, i know you know i love you (♥)
There's Cca Rehearsal at VCH tomorrow. Ha.
Bestmate, you wont feel bored with th presence of me there lah!
Plus Serene, dont feel dismayed even if you wont be performing on 10th July,
because you are still part of our guzheng family:)
Furthermore, there will still be other chances in th future,
so please dont give up k! Guzheng Ensemble loves you.
Just 2 more days, 古筝加油:D
♥♥♥
Passed Lynn & Baoying th lollipops in th morning.
I bought th same twin domokun purse together with bestmate:D
Actually wanted t buy th mario one lol..
FuHuaiQian, i know you know i love you (♥)
There's Cca Rehearsal at VCH tomorrow. Ha.
Bestmate, you wont feel bored with th presence of me there lah!
Plus Serene, dont feel dismayed even if you wont be performing on 10th July,
because you are still part of our guzheng family:)
Furthermore, there will still be other chances in th future,
so please dont give up k! Guzheng Ensemble loves you.
Just 2 more days, 古筝加油:D
♥♥♥
Monday, July 7, 2008
Sunday, 6th July:

Did my tuitionwork, proceed on t watch 命中注定我愛你 Ep16.
Went t Jurong Point at 6pm alone t get my cosmetics.
Went t Jurong Point at 6pm alone t get my cosmetics.
Left with blusher, eyeliner & mascara not yet bought.
It cost a bomb in total sia! Money flew away, im broke k T.T
I saw Abigail when i was about t head home, haha.
Monday, 7th July:
No school, yays! Happy Birthday Lynn jnr :D

Went t catch Ten Promises To My Dog with Abi, Kryst, Qiuyun & lalala. (Cant reveal lalala's name though, sorry lol)
Many teenagers were queueing up too.
Th dog's name in th movie is called Socks, v.cute lah:D
It's quite funny yet touching yuppppp.
Qiuyun was crying like a watertap beside me, haha!
Walked arnd Jp and saw alot people there.
Th five of us shared Giant 5 icecream at Scoops, nicenice!
Alright, when Abi & me were about t go home that time, funny rofl.
I enjoyed today, there's always laughter with them around:D
Refer t her blog for a more detailed post on today. (laughs)
Tried on my concert costume, i dont like.., uglyuglyuglyuglyugly:x
(no offence) Dont laugh at me on th day itself please. Nights.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Both unfair, unreasonable & ridiculous. I hate it.
No matter how much/ what i said, it couldnt change anything.
& I couldnt stop you from thinking that way right-.-
You dont need a reason t do/ say this or that, neither do i need it.
You have yr own say, i dont have one.
You thought that whatever you think is always right.
Dont wanna say any further when you dont bother t understand at all.
Tears flow.
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I wish i could throw everything t my friends. Everything..
Tuition's postponed because my tutor has a camp, im saved:D
I've yet t touch my tuitionhwk because of my hectic schedule this wk.
Needa drag myself out of my hse one day soon t buy my cosmetics/ make-up stuff for th 10thJuly's performance. Sigh, money again!
Ate spaghetti for lunch today, yummy. Bye.
No matter how much/ what i said, it couldnt change anything.
& I couldnt stop you from thinking that way right-.-
You dont need a reason t do/ say this or that, neither do i need it.
You have yr own say, i dont have one.
You thought that whatever you think is always right.
Dont wanna say any further when you dont bother t understand at all.
Tears flow.
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I wish i could throw everything t my friends. Everything..
Tuition's postponed because my tutor has a camp, im saved:D
I've yet t touch my tuitionhwk because of my hectic schedule this wk.
Needa drag myself out of my hse one day soon t buy my cosmetics/ make-up stuff for th 10thJuly's performance. Sigh, money again!
Ate spaghetti for lunch today, yummy. Bye.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Guzheng's new blog: http://www.westwood-guzheng.blogspot.com/
Ohya got back our costume for th performance,
bestmate said it's nice.. I think so-so bah.
Congrats Ridhwan for being th champion of th Spelling Bee Competition! & Drama Grp2, jiayou for yr Home-coming Lunch Day's performance k!
:)
Arguements about 2H class tee are still gng on. Our class's becoming apart.. I agreed what th first passer-by in our class blog and Abigail said. They do make sense. I think we shouldnt discriminate or even make racist/ nasty comments about him, sometimes we guys are also too overboard yah. He kept quiet all th way after hearing "Sathish, you sucks!" from Sc.., somehow i could feel th sadness in his eyes. Everyone do have feelings, so does him. So make an effort t make him feel that he's also part of 2H, and not letting him think that th class tee is a rag, a waste of money or doesnt resembles anything at all!
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Another thing. I dontlike empty promises. What's th point now? It's not just about th ticket, it's about whether you are coming t see my performance or not. Idk what t say, but im disappointed))))): You told me you wanted t go initially. Now you said you dontwant t go because of my younger brother who will argue after i got th ticket from my junior? -.- Furthermore, you already knew that my junior said she will help me pay first.. (sigh)
Ohya got back our costume for th performance,
bestmate said it's nice.. I think so-so bah.
Congrats Ridhwan for being th champion of th Spelling Bee Competition! & Drama Grp2, jiayou for yr Home-coming Lunch Day's performance k!
:)
Arguements about 2H class tee are still gng on. Our class's becoming apart.. I agreed what th first passer-by in our class blog and Abigail said. They do make sense. I think we shouldnt discriminate or even make racist/ nasty comments about him, sometimes we guys are also too overboard yah. He kept quiet all th way after hearing "Sathish, you sucks!" from Sc.., somehow i could feel th sadness in his eyes. Everyone do have feelings, so does him. So make an effort t make him feel that he's also part of 2H, and not letting him think that th class tee is a rag, a waste of money or doesnt resembles anything at all!
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Another thing. I dontlike empty promises. What's th point now? It's not just about th ticket, it's about whether you are coming t see my performance or not. Idk what t say, but im disappointed))))): You told me you wanted t go initially. Now you said you dontwant t go because of my younger brother who will argue after i got th ticket from my junior? -.- Furthermore, you already knew that my junior said she will help me pay first.. (sigh)
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Tiredtiredtiredtiredtired. Sleepysleepysleepysleepysleepy.
Oh btw, Happy Birthday Max :)
- Had been gng home late these few days,
because of Lit TSD Project & Cca practices..
- Height & weight taking during pe,
im 152 cm short & 38kg heavy))))):
- Mummy's gng t th concert on 10th July,
so i gonna get her a ticket asap.
- I need time t get those things on my mind done.
- Im short of money rah, everything's so expensive nowadays.
Oh btw, Happy Birthday Max :)
- Had been gng home late these few days,
because of Lit TSD Project & Cca practices..
- Height & weight taking during pe,
im 152 cm short & 38kg heavy))))):
- Mummy's gng t th concert on 10th July,
so i gonna get her a ticket asap.
- I need time t get those things on my mind done.
- Im short of money rah, everything's so expensive nowadays.
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- I seriously hatedislike my father,
for not getting th facts right & thinking he is a-l-w-a-y-s right!
You're pushing me t my limit, argh.
Im not like those girls on th street okay, yr filthy words-.-
- Regarding about 2h's class tee, i think we guys should buy & wear it, because it's our last yr tgr already yah! Also not too guofen what.
- 童夢奇緣, this show's super touching & there is a moral behind it:)
Busy Xuanjun says gooooodnight :D