Thursday, September 11, 2008
Caution: I suggest you all, dont bother t read th following because im just venting my anger here.
I cannot stand this anymore already, wtf.
Im so sick of this, you can just kill me as you wish.
I think there is a serious communication barrier btw th two of us.
Not even giving me a chance t talk,
you just insist things t freaking go yr way.
Always ask us t just shut up,
cant you listen t me what i wanted t say.
What is that man?!
I dont even have th right t even murmur anything.
Even when im doing my hwk, you dont believe zzz.
I know whatever i say t you is just bullshit. Correct right-.-
What i said which is th truth t you is just one dump of shit.
So you want me t agree in silence with those that you said are true huh.
This you dont believe, that one you also dont believe.
Wth you want from me sia.
& I mean it when i said i REALLY hate you using violence on us. -'-
I REALLY DAMN HATE IT.
Do you really think in this way, we will listen t you huh.
Walao, violence is not even th way t solve probs.
Always say us butingyrhua, yr way of guanjiao,
how you expect us t listen t you willingly huh?!?!?!
Put yrself in my shoes & think about it lah.
"Parents do things that are good for us."
You mean using violence is a gd thing for yr own childen?!
Go t hell lahhhhhhhhhh.
I really want t step out of here, i hv th chongdong t..
Even i die on th streets, i wont go back & beg you-.-
You cant understand me, nevermind.
You dont understand me, nevermind.
You dont even try t & you ever wont.
With that so called "love & care" from you,
i think i can just go bang th wall lah k.
What i ask for is just alil bit of understanding,
but th chances of succeeding is always 0% no matter what):
Whenever i tried t explain anything, you dont wanna fking listen.
All th vulgarities came out from yr mouth.
I give you slap lah, might as well dont recognise me as yr daughter.
I dont see why you are like that.
You dont show a good example,
you expect me t be obedient & show a gd example t my siblings.
You show me how lah, wth. I hate you.
I will jump off th window one day if this continue,
and i know it will.
Since you jiao wo qu si, i will show you lah.
I also dontwant see yr attitude face.
!!!!!
I always put on a fake smile,
treating that nothing happened th next day.
I really feel like bursting out everything,
but something's stopping me.
I have actually so many things t say): ,
when im forbidden t say anything rude t them.
Everytime i wonder why other parents are different from mine.
Friends are my pillar of strength whom i can only turn t.
How pathetic, i cant even communicate with my parents abt my probs like others do.
People might think im v.rude or whatsoever,
but you all dontknow th REAL situation.
So i seek for yr understanding,
dont comment about this. Thankyou. :)
I cannot stand this anymore already, wtf.
Im so sick of this, you can just kill me as you wish.
I think there is a serious communication barrier btw th two of us.
Not even giving me a chance t talk,
you just insist things t freaking go yr way.
Always ask us t just shut up,
cant you listen t me what i wanted t say.
What is that man?!
I dont even have th right t even murmur anything.
Even when im doing my hwk, you dont believe zzz.
I know whatever i say t you is just bullshit. Correct right-.-
What i said which is th truth t you is just one dump of shit.
So you want me t agree in silence with those that you said are true huh.
This you dont believe, that one you also dont believe.
Wth you want from me sia.
& I mean it when i said i REALLY hate you using violence on us. -'-
I REALLY DAMN HATE IT.
Do you really think in this way, we will listen t you huh.
Walao, violence is not even th way t solve probs.
Always say us butingyrhua, yr way of guanjiao,
how you expect us t listen t you willingly huh?!?!?!
Put yrself in my shoes & think about it lah.
"Parents do things that are good for us."
You mean using violence is a gd thing for yr own childen?!
Go t hell lahhhhhhhhhh.
I really want t step out of here, i hv th chongdong t..
Even i die on th streets, i wont go back & beg you-.-
You cant understand me, nevermind.
You dont understand me, nevermind.
You dont even try t & you ever wont.
With that so called "love & care" from you,
i think i can just go bang th wall lah k.
What i ask for is just alil bit of understanding,
but th chances of succeeding is always 0% no matter what):
Whenever i tried t explain anything, you dont wanna fking listen.
All th vulgarities came out from yr mouth.
I give you slap lah, might as well dont recognise me as yr daughter.
I dont see why you are like that.
You dont show a good example,
you expect me t be obedient & show a gd example t my siblings.
You show me how lah, wth. I hate you.
I will jump off th window one day if this continue,
and i know it will.
Since you jiao wo qu si, i will show you lah.
I also dontwant see yr attitude face.
!!!!!
I always put on a fake smile,
treating that nothing happened th next day.
I really feel like bursting out everything,
but something's stopping me.
I have actually so many things t say): ,
when im forbidden t say anything rude t them.
Everytime i wonder why other parents are different from mine.
Friends are my pillar of strength whom i can only turn t.
How pathetic, i cant even communicate with my parents abt my probs like others do.
People might think im v.rude or whatsoever,
but you all dontknow th REAL situation.
So i seek for yr understanding,
dont comment about this. Thankyou. :)